Massage after stress….

If you’re updated with my daily experiences, you must know that I underwent Intrauterine Insemination last August and sadly it was unsuccessful.

Because of so many struggles in our lives especially our workup to conceive, we decided to make something unstressful that would help us forget the depression. And one of those was to call our massage therapist for a home service.

She arrived 7:30 last night and I was the first client for her massage service. After six months of not visiting spa parlor…. again, it was really a relaxing and comforting feeling — feels like heaven to me!

She oil & rubbed my whole body especially my back and joint parts. I thank her for relieving my aches. After she massage me, I got a restful & complacent sleep.

And now that I have my period, I’ll just continue taking my fertility medicine and by all means, keep on praying and hoping to conceive…. I can feel it will be granted soon… (and that’s the spirit!!!) 😉

I knew it, it’s negative!!!

Hi mom-to-be!

Yesterday, I posted something about my IUI thing and I told you that I guess I’m not on my way, yet. And it’s true! I got my period this morning. So I’ll start taking femara again tomorrow, together with metformin and folic acid.

But even if my Intrauterine Insemination wasn’t successful, that’s okay. We know and believe that everything happens for a reason. It maybe because it’s not yet our time to conceive… Maybe God want us to enjoy our US trip without worrying my condition. Ayt? Or maybe He wants us to establish more our relationship before He gives his present to us.

Sometimes I got frustrated when my period comes…. but I surpassed all these depressions when I remember all the biblical words and prayers that I read everyday. I am also grateful to have a partner like Joel — he’s so supportive and loving husband especially everytime I am down. He’s trully God’s gift to me. Thank you so much!

Well, we couldn’t control our lives unless we are HIM. So, let’s just enjoy our days and wait for HIS time. Baby dust to all!!! Godbless…. 🙂

On my 10th day…..

This coming Saturday is my 10th day. I have to go back to my ob-endo for my first follicle monitoring – for this 5th cycle. I took femara since my second day until 6th day. I’ve been taking folic acid & metformin ever since we plan to conceive. I’ve been eating healthy foods such as fruits, vegetables and fruit juices combined with proper exercise. I know I can do this intermittedly but never ever forget to pray to all the Saints I know who could help us to have a baby. I do novena twice a day and a rosary, too.

The rosary I’m using now originally came from Rome with the blessing of our Pope and I owe it to my friend Tynna who just arrived from there. Everytime I use the rosary, feels like I’m almost near Her – Mama Mary. I feel like my petition will be granted soon. =)

On my 10th day, I’m just wishing that my eggs are ripe & good together with my lining so that in case I got pregnant, everything will be okay.

Baby dust to all the girls who want to conceive & Godbless everyone!!!

Thank you, I got my DSL Connection now!!!

Since Saturday, I wasn’t able to log in to my blog not because I didn’t have time
for it but because of the DSL Connection problem. I felt very sad about
it, how could I post my stuffs? Huhuhu… =(

Since that day, I’ve been saving all my stories in my notepad until I discovered that my internet connection is now available. Thank God!!!

Oh well, here’s my story for today… I went to Megamall this afternoon and bought some baby gift for my godson. While I was there I also bought some medicines, foods & “strawberry banana crushers” from kfc – I was longing for that two weeks ago. Good thing I got it already!

When I got home, I ate the japanese corn together with the “crushers” while watching hapontastic novelas and trying to connect to the internet. Now, I have my connection, thank you so much I could post already my stories and read emails from my friends. I could also chat with my collegues again while we’re all online.

I think i was fertile…

Last week, thursday (Day 10) I went to my OB-Gyne for follicle monitoring and good thing my eggs was ok & I was ovulating that time. So my doctor advised me and my hubby to do our assignment that day, then Saturday & Monday. Hehehe…

My husband went home early and excited for the task. We rested for a while and did it! I noticed my cervical mucus appeared sticky & creamy so I believe I was really ovulating that time. Yahoo! I guess this is really it! But of course it will really depend on Him. I’ll just continue praying to our Lord and keep hoping… =)

HYSTERO procedure, for the second time around…

Hi moms-to-be!

Just wanna share my second hystero experience… Had it yesterday in Marikina Ultrasound Clinic. We (me & my hubby) arrived there at exactly 12:30 in the afternoon and gave me 2 buscopan & 2 mefenamic acid. They advised me not to take heavy meal before taking the medicines– for me not to vomit during the procedure. An hour after lunch, everything was ready for my hystero. And oh my, it was super duper painful!!! But thank God, both my tubes are still patent. Yahoo!!! =)

SIGNS?

Since last week  I have these feeling of tiredness, lower backaches, swollen breasts, high BBT(above coverline) and frequent urination. And now, I’m having a constipation, what does it mean?

Am I pregnant or what?

NEED ENCOURAGEMENT…… NOT FRUSTRATION

I’ve been married for almost 3years now and yet we still dont have a child. I tried so many medicines such as chlomid, femara, pregnyl, puregon, metformin, etc.. even taking my basal body temperature (BBT) early in the morning but still not conceiving. I feel so useless for I’m having a difficult time to get pregnant.

Do you experience the same thing as mine? Pls give me advices & show me your support. Help me to believe that there’s still hope. Thanks!

Longing for baby…..

Hi girls!

It’s been a while since I married the love of my life. We got married last December of 2006 but til now, we still dont have a baby. Huhuhu! What’s wrong with me?

Last May 2007, I was monitored by my OB-Endocrinologists and started to do some workup. I took fertility medicines and injectables for 4 months but unfortunately, I got nothing from it. It wasn’t a successful workup and so traumatic on my part for my OB had to inject a pregnyl(fertility med) to me and even if  im belonephobia(have fear to needles), i had to sacrifice. After 4 months of trying, we decided to stop doing the workup process, instead we focused & waited for the blessings to come on the natural ways.  November of the same year, I was surprised when I found out that I was pregnant. We were so happy then. But when I visited my doctor for check-up, I was shocked to hear that she (OB) needed to take my baby away from my womb since I had ectopic pregnancy. I cried so much for the angel i’ve waited for so long. It took a while before I realized it’s better for my baby to be with our Lord rather than to be with me but defective baby, ayt?

Oh well, it’s been  a year and a half when I suffered from that moment. We are now back to workup session. We’ve started last April but unluckily it wasn’t successful again but it’s ok coz according to the OB, my response to femara(fertility med) is good. We’ll wait by June if it’s successful already or not. Wishing I will be on that time.

I will keep you updated. Baby dust to those who want to conceive!

Godbless…. =)